Way Away

There I sat, muted and blind,
I did think of your absence here
Wish at some point I did really care
The open door calls for me

I held you on my shoulder
I pushed you, pushed you on
You fell babe, I'd hold you strong
Even when each time you didn't turn back

Each step that you would climb
Each bruise I did take
The stranger I foresaw
You came soon along

For some thought to float your mind
of all when I did hold on
It does not matter anymore
I leaving ,stranger, with no open door.

Othello
What Happened today?
Where was our love that faded away?
My life slips away, me amor
I can see it in your eye

Othello
Don’t believe him
My love remains yours so true
Othello remember
The times we spent together
The love I have for you

He will take yours love
He will rob you of life
Close your ears and look my eye
Let go Othello
Let us begin anew
Forget your fear Othello
I am here for you

His heart sees green my love
He sees not what we have
He wants to be you
Lies fly forth like a broken Hansa
Forget it all and rest a while
My life in your hands wilts,
Watch as it slips and passes you by.

Cry me a song, My Darling

Sing for me now
When I need to hear you the most
Sing for me while I want to breathe
The last of what’s left of us both.

Tell me you need me
When I’m leaving for long
You tell me I’m a necessity
And that without me you’re not strong

Sing for me now
When you need me near you the most
Sing for me so that I breathe
Whatever is left of us both

You should have done this before
We could have salvaged what was left
This wont work when there’s nothing more
What secrets we shared shall always be kept.

Sing for me, sing when I'm leaving
So I might leave with memories of us being
In love, in hate, in life and in waiting
Sing for me Darling, Cry for me love
Cry me a song, Cry for me now

The Difference between I and if

If I ever had a cat, I would name her Yane.
If I ever am reborn, it too shall be in May
If I ever had the courage, I would have been a star.
What's the point of thinking all this, this far?

If I had that one phone call, I would call God
And say, Hey up there, now its your turn
Can we switch places? I'm tired of this fraud
And maybe now there are bridges I could burn

If I could see someone one last time,
That someone will be none but you.
So that I can laugh at your face, for
Foe, now I’m free, that’s the one thing true.

If I had that one chance
Would I waste it all again?
Or will I give it one last glance
And smile at all the loss, all the pain.

If I could sing a song
This would be the one
Of all the lost things on earth
All that’s between the moon and the sun.

If I were to exist again, will I take the turn?
Will I live a little differently from what I’ve learnt?
Or will I merely follow the path that once I tread
And enjoy that tear you cry when I'm dead?

An Up street Mannequin

Sensibility was never a part of me
Unconditional love that I seek
Never meant to be free for anyone
I can never be someone else….but me

I can modify, smile and pretend
I can be an up street mannequin
I can let you pull my puppet strings
I can be your love, your everything

Is this what you always wanted
Someone who can always pretend
To like your work, your friends, your life
I can doll up and be a stepford wife.

Back in school I would always daydream
Waiting for my own sweet prince charming
He would come and sweep me off my feet.
And then my life would be so complete.

Then you came along and wooed me over
I thought god answered my prayer
You just turned out to be like some others
Never letting me be happy.

I can sing, I can laugh I can always pretend
I can be your up street mannequin
I can act like I don’t care about my life.
I can be your love, your everything

Is this what you’ve always wanted
Someone who can bat her eyelids and smile
At every joke, every thought, every thing you say
I can change my life to fit your way

I can be an up street mannequin
I can let you pull my puppet strings
I can be everything you’ve dreamed off
I can forget my life and all I was.

Is this what you always wanted
Someone who can always pretend
To like your work, your friends, your life
I can doll up and be your stepford wife

Famous

How hard is it to be wanted? How hard it is to say no?
How many times can you turn and walk away?
How much courage do you need?
How much is it to be free?
When all the world is looking at you.

Whats the price to be amazing?
How much should I pay?
For people to like and love this heart
What should I do today?

Why can’t I be what I want to be
Shove the norms up where the sun don’t shine
Why cant I say things that come to my mind?
Instead of shutting up like its all fine

Whats the fee to feel wanted
How much should I be paying?
For me to be happy and loved
What should I do today?

Ive had enough, im so over
Im leaving all this behind
But where can I go that lets me be me
Guess theres no such land of the free

Whats the price to be amazing
What should I do
Whats it like to be a normal being
Really, what should I do?